直井文人 ~ Ayato Naoi (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
nothisbrother) wrote2012-03-11 02:05 pm
nothisbrother) wrote2012-03-11 02:05 pm
Fifth Fall - [Action for house 40/Voice]
[This can't be real. None of this can be real. It's just some sort of bad dream, right? It has to be.
Staring into his room, Naoi just stands there in the doorway, looking around at everything that's visible. All of his things are gone. His bed sheets are folded in a way Otonashi wouldn't do, no clothes hanging about to be washed. There's nothing.
He charges into the room, dropping the farewell present that he had been holding so tightly in his hands to search about the room for something--anything to prove that he really isn't gone. He practically flips the mattress on it's side, nothing. Flings open the closet door, nothing. Searches through the desk drawers, nothing.
It's as if... he never even existed in this world.
Before he can stop himself, he starts to yell, to the point where neighbors might hear]
I am God!! God is the only one who decides when someone can leave!! I did not ... I didn't... [The words get caught in his throat as the tears that had built up in his eyes this whole time start to flow over. He doesn't make any attempt to stop them either. He simply falls on his knees and begins to sob.
Just this once, God will cry.
How could he have let this happen? Both himself and Otonashi? This was their second chance... weren't they supposed to make the most of it together? ]
Otonashi you promised... you promised you wouldn't leave me.... [so why? Now he's all alone again...]
[A little while later, when Naoi has his anger and tears under.. decent control, he opens his journal]
Yuzuru Otonashi is gone. [Then he closes the journal. He has nothing left to say. There is nothing else to say.
His best friend is gone and that's that.]
Staring into his room, Naoi just stands there in the doorway, looking around at everything that's visible. All of his things are gone. His bed sheets are folded in a way Otonashi wouldn't do, no clothes hanging about to be washed. There's nothing.
He charges into the room, dropping the farewell present that he had been holding so tightly in his hands to search about the room for something--anything to prove that he really isn't gone. He practically flips the mattress on it's side, nothing. Flings open the closet door, nothing. Searches through the desk drawers, nothing.
It's as if... he never even existed in this world.
Before he can stop himself, he starts to yell, to the point where neighbors might hear]
I am God!! God is the only one who decides when someone can leave!! I did not ... I didn't... [The words get caught in his throat as the tears that had built up in his eyes this whole time start to flow over. He doesn't make any attempt to stop them either. He simply falls on his knees and begins to sob.
Just this once, God will cry.
How could he have let this happen? Both himself and Otonashi? This was their second chance... weren't they supposed to make the most of it together? ]
Otonashi you promised... you promised you wouldn't leave me.... [so why? Now he's all alone again...]
[A little while later, when Naoi has his anger and tears under.. decent control, he opens his journal]
Yuzuru Otonashi is gone. [Then he closes the journal. He has nothing left to say. There is nothing else to say.
His best friend is gone and that's that.]
[ voice ]
[ At least she's not being as hyperactive or obnoxious as usual by now, her tone much softer and a little contemplative. ]
The way this place works.. it's not fair at all! Of course it's better for people to be back home, but..!
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Being fair is something that's far from the Malnosso's minds.
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[ .. that's right. And for once, she doesn't really know what to say either, so for a long time she's just quiet, apparently thinking about it to herself. ]
... Sorry. I just wish I could've seen Yuzuru-kun one last time.. even if it's selfish. I wanted to say sorry..!
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Say sorry for what, exactly?
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[lol]
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... Y-yes, it was me! Why, what's wrong with that?
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Well, I'm sure he had a good laugh in the end.
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Then again, she hardly shows it, instead puffing up her cheeks almost childishly. ]
Hey, what's supposed to be so wrong about me? And he didn't laugh about it, I mean-- it was awkward, yes, but I don't think he laughed!
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Well for starters, there isn't any hint of beauty in your appearance. Otonashi deserved a Goddess. Which you obviously are not even close to being. [And God would know when he sees a Goddess]
And I do believe he laughed, who wouldn't laugh after being paired with someone as pathetic as you?
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... N-no way..! Yuzuru-kun didn't laugh at all, right..? I mean.. I know I'm a crybaby, and that my grades aren't very high, and all that, but.. I'm not a bad person!
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... H-huh? Do you mean he wanted to-- do that sort of thing with Yuzuru-kun?
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Yuri!!! Would you shut up?! [GOD CAN'T HE INSULT ANYONE SUCCESSFULLY THESE DAYS]
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[ Hey, at least she's not saying it's a fact. Just probably one. ]
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so to naoi-- ]
S-sorry! Don't worry, you can have Yuzuru-kun, I don't mind..! I mean, Yuzuru-kun and I were just friends, and he's not even here anymore, so it's okay!
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GOD'S PRIDE IS EVERYTHING.]
W-Would you shut up?! Both of you! I do not like Otonashi in that way!!
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[ She might be serious. Who even knows. :| ]
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Which one of you is telling the truth here?
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How dare you not believe in your own God.
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[ She's not saying you should believe her, but who's got more credibility here? ]
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I-I didn't know God was in this place and-- oh, I'm so sorry..!
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God will forgive you this once. Though I suggest you be more careful the next time you speak to me.
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